I know what to do. I know this is gna hurt more in the long run. I actually want to leave it in this condition. We’re friends > lovers and im completely ok with it. I want to do this. I dont want to do it. I dont know. It’s just so much harder cos we’re actually on a good level. Stable AF. I know it’ll feel good, but im scared. Im THAT MUCH closer to stepping up, bt im hesitant upon turning my idea into an action. I just dont have the heart to do that to him again even though i know this is for a good cause, bcos i just know thats not what he wants. There’s never a right time. There will never be one. But it has to happen.

My first time clubbing was AMAZING, thanks to these people. Not only did we get in LVL 3 for free, bt Liz & I also got to go into Highlands for free with the help of a few members from Poreotix. I also realized something last night..

CLUBBING IS MY SCENE.

It has nothing to do with the unlimited dress code for chicks, it has nothing to do with the drinks, & it has nothing to do with the guys.. It’s the feeling I get when I’m out on the floor, not GAF about who’s wearing what, who’s dancing with who, or anything related to anybody else. I went out there & just danced my stress away. It didn’t even matter if I didn’t know how to dougie, jerk, or whatever. I still attempted to dance the dance & felt like a pro.

So when it came down to it, I got more than just new friends, hookups from dancers, & weight-loss last night; I also gained a newfound excitement for the next upcoming chapter of my life.

Normally, people tend to look down at or feel sorry for people involved in a long distance relationship. It’s almost like they can just PREDICT what’s bound to happen to the couple.. & chances are, they’re mostly right.. & to be honest, I tend to lean towards those who are against.

BUT have you ever thought of actually being stuck between going into one and just leaving all together?

Well, it sucks.

I’ve been best friends with Nico since 6th grade & barely started becoming his girlfriend late junior year. We’re both currently still together, but in the back of our minds, we both know what’s coming up—I’m moving away to Vegas, & he’s going off to the Navy. Well by now I’ve come to accept our whole issue, but the closer my moving date is approaching, the more I’m starting to think about what’s gna happen to me and him. I want to prolong it but to be realistic, no. I wanna cut it short, buuuut I don’t believe it clean breaks(x

Honestly, it doesn’t even matter what I choose; I’ll still feel the pain. But you know what I always say?

“When the time comes, I’ll be ready” —& that goes for any occasion.

I believe that love is anything you make of it. Love can be a game, a gamble, or a commitment. Just be brave about who you choose to love. Don’t care if others don’t understand your love, as long as YOU understand it.

My heart is free and wild. I never know where it will take me, but I’m willing to follow it anywhere. I prefer my love life to be fun, unpredictable, and at times a bit heartbreaking.

The adventure is worth the heartbreak though!

This ruined puzzle is beige with the pieces all face down
so the placing goes slowly.
The pictures of anything other than it’s meant to be.
But the hours they creep,
the patterns repeat.
But don’t be concerned, you know I’ll be fine on my own.
I never said “don’t go.”

But I’ve hidden a note,
it’s pressed between pages that you’ve marked to find your way back.
It says, “Does he ever get the girl?”
But what if the pages stay pressed,
the chapters unfinished,
the storied too dull to unfold?
Does he ever get the girl?

This basement’s a coffin.
I’m buried alive.
I’ll die in here just to be safe.
I’ll die in here just to be safe.
‘Cause you’re gone.
I get nothing
and you’re off with barely a sigh.
I never said, “Goodbye.”

- Christopher Carrabba

DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL IS LOVE

BUUUUT It’s okay. I want a KIA FORTE!..

THE KIA FORTE KOUP.

It looks like a CIVIC Si & a tC’s love child…

which is just soooo sexy.

tumblr is still confusing.